mandag den 11. oktober 2010

My Britney Spears moment...

My hair loss hasn't gotten any better so today I cut it all off with a hair trimmer. I have about 3cm all over. I have been thinking about it for a while now and finally got the guts to actually do it.  It was a very liberating feeling. I am now done with counting every hair I loose, worrying and trying to cover up the loss. I hate that I am so obsessed with it. Why is that? It's just hair, I keep telling myself. Hopefully this new hairdo will set me free ;-)
I have been having trouble with keeping my temperature up. At one point, it dropped all the way down to 35,5 degrees Celsius :-( I don't know why, other than I possibly have consumed less calories some days.. -Well not drastically, just a little less some days, just to see how my body would react when manipulating with my caloric intake. See how hard it is to escape that bodybuilding-mind of thinking? I just really miss my rock hard body I guess.. 

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